Things have been a little slow/confusing as of late. I spent six months in Nashville going to a software bootcamp and, like my degree, still have yet to find a job with the knowledge I gained (now four months out). Considering that I've had to deal with this type of work limbo for the past four years in regards to my degree, I'm use to it. Perseverance is a funny thing.
I believe that I am far more composed about my situation than other people in my family who know about my situation (which worries me a little for my family).
I find peace just breathing the air sometimes. There is also a wonderful feeling of blessing in seeing worlds in my minds eye that would take multiple tomes to explain to others. A simple shade garden is able to transport me to far away kingdoms and the strange (to me) inhabitants there of.
And I suppose maybe this growing imagination is a reason I feel more removed from other people my age. You get used to the weird looks when you try to explain your odd little worlds, but you still get the weird looks.
Till next time.