Today was a crazy day.
Let's start with my sleepy times. I woke up after having a dream where I had a cake with alcohol in it, and then I was feeling drunk, then I started drinking and had one shot and I was out of it. It was a disgusting dream that further reinforced my idea that I don't want to drink again. I felt a bit rough when I woke up.
Then I had woken up early so I got ready and headed to work early. And made it there on time. Not early. On time. I lost 15 minutes while driving because the way I avoided going for so long, and I thought was fixed had roadworks going on on it. It was a whole ordeal.
Then I got to work and time just evaporated as life marched on towards lunchtime, and as issues popped up I swatted them back down. I was having a minor panic all morning, and it became really evident at lunch time while talking to Rachyrock. I was all over the place, short sentences, distractable, and just full of nonsense.
After lunch I got prepared for the big meeting I've been planning for a few weeks, and got set up in the meeting room, and then it began. It lasted for 2 and a half hours and was commented on that even though it was long, it was much better than previous ones as there was some interaction between all the staff, and it was a lecture about what the site should be doing. I felt good coming out of it, and was so relieved when it was over.
With only 30 minutes left in the day, I went and chatted to my employees and wrote down any pressing issues that need to be communicated over the next few days following the meeting that weren't already written down.
Then I headed home, where I got stuck in more traffic and didn't make it in until 15 minutes after my standard time, and then I felt like I didn't want to do any thing. I didn't know what to do, what I wanted to do, or what I needed to do. So I sat around once I was done talking to Rachael, and thought. Then I got invited to play some Destiny with my pals and we had one of the funniest conversations we have had in a long time. It was lewd, and vicious, and there were some epic memes, and an all round good time was had.
I'm relieved that at this point in time I've achieved what I wanted to at work, now I just need to close things out, and today was really the last major hurdle, and I felt supported for the first time in a long time. Yesterdays guilt dissipated and I feel refreshed.
This week I spoke to Adam about a bunch of music on my podcast! Check it out here!
Now it's time for sleep.
Have an excellent day! You're all my favourites!